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I am new to this forum, and this is my very first post here. I hate to introduce myself with this negativity, but I hope I can end on a better note. I wish to remain anonymous from the public and I would prefer that this post be removed after my issue is resolved. I am a gifted adolescent with Asperger syndrome and I wish to take advantage of my intellectual ability and start an affiliate marketing business to make a living, but the most major obstacle that I am facing is an unsupportive and abusive mother, who fails to provide financial support and is also a compulsive hoarder ("money-waster"). Given that this type of gift for somebody my age is not very common, I find it unfortunate to have been born into this type of family against the odds.
I have not fully enjoyed my life since January 2008 due to long-term stress. The family counselors are of course not geared for business-related matters, are not prepared for unusual situations such as mine, and they fail to understand how my situation is unique, and simply advise that my computer be confiscated. This concerns me greatly, as I intend to travel down the correct road with my venture and lead a partially independent lifestyle from my mother to reduce the tension between us, but I am in a very, very unfortunate positive feedback loop, where the family problems that I have prevent me from working with my mother to start my business, therefore the financial problems remain in place, which, of course, leads to financial problems, which prevent me from covering the costs for more aggressive counseling and help, and also prevent me from leading a semi-independent lifestyle to relieve the tension, therefore, this feeds the family problems again. Nobody was yet able to get me out of this hole.
My mother is an arrogant, grandiose, low-emotion, low-understanding, low-intelligence, ignorant and abusive "child in the mind" who has caused me serious problems. While she does suffer from mental illness, she is very controlling and acts as a buffer zone between me and the life I want to live, and what I want to buy, and what I want to eat. The meals she serves to me are botched up in nature, and I also have health problems, and she fails to provide the appropriate over the counter treatment. I want to break from this, but I cannot do so very quickly unless I can cover the costs for expedited help. I wish for this to end as soon as possible. I have found that her behavior has been very consistent with Wikipedia's articles regarding domestic abuse, increasing my confidence in my characterization of this. While I admit to having problems myself, from my mother's perspective, her problems are the fault of all others, and not herself. I have noticed that she has difficulty controlling her inappropriate behavior in comfortable situations where there are no consequences. Not only that, but she is also in deep denial regarding her issues.
My mother is not willing to provide financial support for my business, of course, therefore, I am willing to enter a legally binding, enforceable agreement with somebody, that for any money which I ask for to help start my business, I will be on contract to pay it back under the circumstance that my business succeeds, plus interest (will pay upwards of 200% if necessary), unless anybody is willing to make a generous contribution. I will of course make the best out of my investment, as I of course want to be in business. I have been researching affiliate marketing for some time now. For now, I would only ask for $85, for which I would pay back $170 total upon my success at a 200% interest rate. It is unlikely that I will ask for anything above $400, but I cannot 100% guarantee my own ability to repay this, but, as I said, I will make the best of it for the benefit of both myself and the individual who I am working with, and this is why I am planning to enter an agreement to pay it back on a circumstantial basis.
Despite my intelligence, my school grades average as barely passing, as the stress and racing thoughts regarding these problems are taking there toll. The world is moving forward around me and I am held hostage in one place. This is not the life that I wish to live.
I am just about ready to escape this, and I am absolutely ready to enter an enforceable agreement. If you know how we can work together, please do not hesitate to contact me. I would prefer most to work with a person who is understanding, and is experienced or degreed in marketing.
Thank you.
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